Walking on Eggshells

Every time you speak, breath, dress, eat and sleep he's there dictating. The great ruler of your domain. Mocking,demeaning you making you feeling useless, pitiful, sad, hopeless and depressed. But you love him so you you keep trying to please him. The attempts are in vain and you know it because he can't be pleased. Others have tryed before you and failed miserably. You however don't believe that failure is an option.

He preys on your disability and eats upon it. It's what feeds his own passion to control everything. His temper flaring if you have an opinion view or idea that is not conducive to his way of thinking or parallel to his line of thought.

He hates sick people, children and old people. You came with all of those. You are disabled with painful ailments that he shows no caring or sympathy for. Two children that he treats as if they weren't there and when he does treat them it's poorly. He hates your elderly mother other than for his own selfish egotistical reasons.

Depression is suffocating and walking on eggshells is exhausting to do when sentenced to a life time term.